have you ever pronounced a word so many times that it starts to sound weird, and you question its meaning? why does it mean what it means and not something else, or what else it could mean? chill out, im not high. i was browsing some old pictures the other day and i came across this one from back when i was talking phto classes. capturing water is very complicated, you dont want it to look completly frozen or blurry, you want it to have some movement and to be clear at the same time. I was looking for sord of a milky texture. of course i didnt get what i wantd. so i just edited the picture to make a little more enjoyable or less frustrating. i changed it into a black and white. turned out i really liked that picture, i didnt even saved the original. maybe cause i was the only one willing to understand and see what was what. now, looking at it, i cant remember the color of the leafes flowing on the water. i cant even remember if they were leafs or flowers. i really do still like this pictue, i mean, my feelings didnt change, even though, i look at it in a different way now. it was like rereading a book you loved so much. your favorite lines sound kinda dumb, but somehow there are new lines to read, new meanings.